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did not really do my hair but then again nothing much i could do with it wtf


horrible brown unkempt hair


u cant really tell but my roots were atrocious


wah my hair

TO:

sorry a bit tepung wtf



can't really tell in these pictures but it's red to the point of being purple



kinda miss my long hair! when i was showering i felt like i had so little hair to wash :(

you can have your heart broken a million times

and it will still come as a shock as to how much it hurts.

x

i heard this somewhere before:

love is like measles: if you're young when you get it, it's easy to cure. but if you get it when you're older, it's so, so much harder.

x

jojo's graphic representation of me


matching shirts!


8th december 2008. with pui san's muffin made for me. and i wonder, when will we all be this carefree and happy again? with friends all over, just a door away, just a phone call away? who is going to cook dinner for me almost everyday? and worry about my studies and everything else much more than i do?


in my room back in kl. yakking to lilin about god knows what. i think this was taken when i was going through a difficult phase and she was there just to see me and console me. and she has always been there you know. listening to me whenever i have something totally unreasonable to whine about, talking incessantly about myself, always being my rock, my source of comfort. without her i wouldn't be who i am today. things wouldnt have happened the way they had if it werent for lilin.


just because i hadnt dressed up in ages


wolfing down food wtf


possibly one of the last lunches we would have as a big group


group picture during the ball. i did my makeup and hair in like half an hour and just randomly chose a dress from my closet. so that explains underdressed and undermade up me :(


before assembling for that picture haha


my lab partner whom i bombarded with loads of questions during the course of finishing my dissertation. her dress is gorgeous


one of my lab group mates who was actually very helpful though i thought she was a tad snotty at first. but she's really pretty here and almost as fair as me! for an indian that's very fair


me and goh! i love goh la he makes the best comments ever and he actually called me special once wtf. i hope he meant special as in u know, good special and not retarded special wtf


and this is me with a wing at my back wtf. rachel who has been so goddamn helpful in printing all my assignments when i'm away and also reminding me when my work is due. even telling me the topic of my work. i do not deserve these people sometimes. and szu lyn who is just so terribly nice it makes me feel guilty just standing next to her wtf.


and just those who have been my companions for the past 4 years. although i look like crap here wtf im posting it up cuz everyone else looks absolutely beautiful. although i might seem flighty and dismissive most times, know that i love all of you :)


my beautiful jojo. who wakes up in the middle of the night because i'm sick, or there's an insect in my room, or if im sad, or if i need help. no one can wish for a better housemate than you (if only you were here alot more wtf) and i love you with all my heart. you are one of the kindest and most beautiful person i know inside and out. never have u let anything come between our friendship (although at times i was prepared to) and for that, i cannot thank you enough. i love you always xx


and this is the best friend anyone could ask for. you have been friend, listener, pillar of strength, lover wtf and everything rolled into one. you are my sister :) look at how beautiful she looked (and will always look).

goodbye world just let me drown in my sorrows of leaving wtf.

okay i know this is a bit too late, but

happy 2009!

♥

i ushered in 2009 by catching a small glimpse of the fireworks in the London Eye. from what i saw (which is VERY little) it was breathtaking.


was in the crowd and despite the freezing cold winter (hence the pink nose) i nearly died from asphyxiation wtf. i have not seen sooo many people in one place before! everyone was pushing me around that i had to be held around the stomach from behind in case I get stepped over.

I never knew that i could walk around in very thin stockings and 4 inch stacked heels for hours and hours on end and still smile and laugh and talk.. and not whine.

i had a very happy new years! hope the rest of 2009 would be happy as well <3

so i have been getting a series of comments from god knows where calling me a conniving little bitch and also that i look like shit without makeup and only surgery can save me. god you really do know how to hurt someone wtf. my heart's crippled by the vein that i keep on closing WTF.

anyway, this just goes to show that selective public blogging, even in the slightest, sucks. i mean i'm not letting the comments get to me la but it's time i lead a more private life. i think imma also make a new facebook account and only add people i like wtf. so i guess i'm going to privately blog only from now on.

life is looking beautiful lately too. i will update more but right now, i need to work on a presentation

have a good day.

xxxx

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